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Haqeeqat!

Rishtey,Bharose,Chahat sabhi
Un sab ka Daman ab Chaak hei
Samjhe thay Haathon mey hey Zameen
Muththi jo kholi bas Khaak hei...

Life & Ladder

i hv learnd that...Freinds you make in your life are just rungs of a ladder you use to climb higher. Once on the next step, there is no need to look back at the previous rung.Climb the ladder higher n higher and life goes on!!!

I'hv Learned

Goodbyes will always Hurt,
Pictures never replace having been there,
Memories good or bad ,will bring Tears and
Words can never replace those Feelings.

Tmhare jaane k Baad

Mai ne ik baar Kaha tha
Tmhare Jaane k Baad me buhat Akela reh jaon ga
Yakeen jaano
Ab mai buhat Akela reh gya hoon...

Courtesy: Unknown

In Remembrance of..

Earthquake 2005

"Eid aai hai Baba...kaffan bhaiij do !
Mera, Munni ka, Bhaiya ka, Ammi ka Or piyari daddi ka,
Baba kaffan bhaij do
Ab k kambal bichonay nahi chaheay
Mujh ko apnay khilonay nahi chaheay
Apni munni ko guryaa nahi chaheay
Koi khuaabooon ki purria nahi chaheay
Koi patlooon,shirt,or gaarii bhi nahi
Daddi maa k liye sarri bhi nahi.....
Eid aai hai Baba...Kaffan bhaij do !
Mera bassta na janay kahan kho gia
Meray kapray na janay kahan dafnn hain
Sarri chiriyaan na janay kahan urr gaien
Janay sab ashiaanay kahan dafnn hain
Daddi maa k hatooon main tasbeeh thi
Janay ab is k dannay kahan dafnn hain
Jo meray piyare bhaiya ki ankhooon main thay
Khuaashiooon k khazanay kahan dafnn hainKhair!
Ab dhooondhna kia...
Baba Kaffan Bhaij Do..."

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-Unknown-

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(Earthquake Oct 8 2005 )

We worked for Edhi,PIMS,Bahria university,Fakhr-e-Alam and other camps

Those lil Calls from you

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Dear someone,

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i don't know if you'll get to read it or not, or will you actually know that its about you and nobody else. dear someone, its not that i cant go on living without yew, its just that its really really hard. i miss yew, dear someone, not wholly, but lil lil parts of yew dat used to matter so much at a time. i miss your fights,i miss yr jokes and stupid attemmpts to make me laugh.. i miss your guidance... i miss your arguments... i miss your calls... those small talks... of you being there without actually being there... of yew knowing how much i used to hurt... of me neva having to speak another word to tell you what wrongs u did...

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dear someone, i miss all of that. ...and these are the times wen i desperately want my cell to ring, it does but not by yr calls. I pray that it wud but, really, it never does. and dats the thing i miss the most. i miss those calls dat used to cheer me up and i miss that contact and that relationship which allowed me to call yew names. its too formal now dear someone! and i feel lost...

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Courtesy:Aruj

Thought of the Day

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"The things that made me strong are the ones that didn't let me sleep first"

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-Unknown-

Without One...

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Its 3 am..i cant sleep..I believe its insomnia that has been giving me so many sleepless nights..Dark...lonely nights ,with a feeling of desolate desperation..What causes this feeling?I have thought over this time and time again but never reached a satisfactory conclusion...sometimes the feeling of frustration deepens as I am faced with a cruel,cold and practical reality that at the end of the day i am still alone..the pain that this face hides and the darkening emotions can only be understood by that lonely heart..what makes me talk like this?I can never fathom the reason..But time after time this feeling dogs me,haunts me and then again I start searching for those elusive answers to the questions I ask myself..how does one find pleasure in someone else's pain? Why are they so bothered about whats going on in someone else's life? why don't they go away ,find new victims..How do you fight the darkness trying to surface? How do you control your darker side when they start weighing heavily on your other side..Is it really the darker side or is it being just "human"? How do you handle the pain threatening to tear you apart, when the music is blaring at eardrum splitting level and yet you cant hear a thing...something is gone, something that was once called "innocence"

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Things refuse to leave my mind,its like moving pictures in my head..Its so much easier to just run away,bury the pain,replace the pain with numbness. My friend asked me why my blog always has such depressing stuff...I didn't have an answer then but I have one now..its because thats the strongest emotion.. Happy moments are like mirages..they disappear if you get too close.. But the Pain remains..The Memories remain..the Hollowness increases threatening to swallow you completely...smothering you...leaving you cold....and the worst part is that there is no one you can turn to except for yourself…that’s the reason you recede deeper into the shell that you create around you...This hypocritical,shallow,cold world is creeping me out…The more I fight against it the crueler it becomes..Friends turn foes, lovers turn strangers…The meaning of emotions,relationships change in a minute.. There is no such thing as “true love or friendship”.. Its an illusion and if you make the folly then you pay , pay with everything you have got, with the last shred of emotion left in you..It takes away your smile and the glint in your eyes...

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Courtesy:Shani

Truth of the day

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"Just because you cannot see the path does not mean it is not beneath your feet "

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-Courtesy: Shani-

Here Without You

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A hundred days had made me older

since the last time that I've saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder

and I don’t think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate

They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face

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I’m here without you baby

but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby

but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it’s only you and me

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The miles just keep rollin

as the people either way to say hello

I've heard this life is overrated

but I hope that it gets better as we go

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I’m here without you baby

but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

and I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby

but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

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Everything I know,

and anywhere I go

it gets hard but it won’t take away my love

And when the last one falls,

when it’s all said and done

it get hard but it won’t take away my love

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I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and

I dream about you all the time

I’m here without you baby

but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight girl it’s only you and me

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-3 Doors Down-

Hope!

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Some times I feel sad , I feel lonely ,sometimes I forget lovely songs that I`ve used to sing ,I am searching for an ever lasting love! something strong ,something special, something different,sometimes I need to get a way, sometimes I need tender hands, I really miss happy moments ,i am fighting with this frustration, i am standing here in front of the wind like a mountain, I smile at problems and try to be a good friend...Sometimes I become tired of repeated works but I see there is no other choice!Iam tired of pain....I see the walls but I believe I can break through the walls ,and I hope everything will be alright and my dreams will come true!!!

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Courtesy: Shani

Ta'aluk

Mei ne kaha

Mere Zakham bharte jarahe hein

Hamare Darmyan Ta'aluq ki ye akhri Bina bhi

Khatam hone wali hei

aur Ro dia...

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Aise Matt Jaya Kero

Aise Matt Jaya Kero,

K Tum Tu Chalay Jaatey Ho,

Per Jise Peechay Chor Jaatey Ho

Usse Tu Sahi Se Bicharna Bhi Nahi Aata....

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I'hv Realized

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I 'hv realized how the word: "hurt" is not nearly enough when a heart breaks and i also realize that it breaks several times and no matter on how many occasions it breaks and due to whatever reasons, the pain never lessens and you never ecome accustomed to it.

I 've realized tht no poison works as thoroughly and as effectively as memories.

I 've realized tht the ultimate death of the soul is when you apprehend that your dreams will never be envisioned since they were too broken.

I 've realized tht the best things in our life never last more than 3 minutes flat: prayer, birthday wish, declaration of love, poignant moments, icecream in summers, genuine smile, orgasm, hugs, tht Look, apple chewing gum and a sunset.

Courtesy:Aruj

When Love & Life Collide

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I'm taken back to the days when a relationship meant so much more than just a practical endeavor. When friendship and love were not just an enjoyable experience, but a way of life. When crazy things were done to impress counterpart. When the guys would take trip to unknown places and not look at the sights, spending all their time instead smsing and calling their current "love interests". When every breakup meant a sad evening with the whole gang and every new relationship forged meant the same thing, just that it was paid for. When nights were spent watching movies, listening to songs and then thinking how movie scenes reminded of the good times together.

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I really don't know where those days have gone or why we have chosen to be so "adult" about this. Why everyone have to put up the brave face while really being torn apart inside by the pain of the split-up. Why all the smiles are forced when what you really want to do is call and say "i miss you". During the day why we slog to forget the past when each night is spent tossing, turning and crying about it. Why everyone is so quiet lately, listening to old songs, going back to the old haunts (at least when we sleep), just thinking of the good times and wishing that time would rewind, if only for a few hours.

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Don't grow up so much that you forget who you really are and what you really want. Don't confuse goals with dreams and practicality with love. For once in your life make the decision that you want, not the one that is required.

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Don't give up so soon guys.....and don't lose that one thing that matters...
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Courtesy:Shani