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........Kabhi tum ne socha hai No.2 position pai hona kesa lagta hai...kabhi mehsoos kia hai...kabhi experience kia hai???
........Kabhi tum ne socha hai No.2 position pai hona kesa lagta hai...kabhi mehsoos kia hai...kabhi experience kia hai???
........Kabhi dekha hai khud ko us k samne khare huye...aamne saamne...bohat kareeb...acha lagta hai na ek doosre ka sath...itne kareeb ..itne pass...per sab kuch ek dum dhara ka dhara reh jata hai...jab aap ko ye pata chalta hai k ap k kareeb hone k bawajood bhi wo to kisi aur k sath hai..jo us k samne nahi us k sath hai....tab aap apne dayen aur bayen dekhtey hain...per wahan to koi hai hi nahi...wahan to kabhi bhi koi nahi tha...ye hota hai No 2 position pai hona.
........Buhat takleefdai hota hai ye ehsaas....Jaane Anjaane mai kabhi hum ksi k bohat pass chale jate hain...bohat kareeb aur is khushfehmi mai hote hain k wo bhi hum se utna hi kareeb hai...per esa hota nahi hai!!!App ki priority aur preference list me to wo No.1 pai hota hai...jab tum us k sath hote ho tmhe kuch aur yad nahi hota ksi aur cheez ka khayal nahi hota....per us k khaylat kisi aur se mansoob hote hain...Aap k dil me wo shaks bari dhitaai se No.1 ki position pai kabza ker leta hai...han jaga aap ki bhi us k dil me hi hoti hai per wo position hoti hai No.2 ya No.3...aur tab aap chahyen bhi to us shaks ko No.2 pai nahi bhej saktey....pata hai kyun...kyun k aap k pass to No.1 spot ko pur karne k lye koi hai hi nahi....
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........Aur aap is hi ehsas-e-kamtari k sath jeete rehte hain.....ek k bad ek shaks aap ki zindagi mai aata hai, aap use kuch hi arse baad No.1 ki position pai bitha dete hain n phr kuch arse baad hi aap ko aap ki position pata chalti hai....No.2 phr se.....Aap ek baar phr ye thoker kha k chal parte hain zindagi is safer pai k kahi, koi to mile ga jis k lye aap No.1 pai aate hon gey....No.2 ya No.3 pai nahi.....
