Sunday, March 30, 2008

Story of a Boy


Let me tell you a story:

I saw a boy. He is but a hollow shell, living each day with struggles. His passion and dreams might be pure, but he fails each chance to reach it. Each step he takes forwards takes him back three steps. He sees life run by him, people who come and go, event after event, story of miracles that flow past his ears, but his life is as plain as a blank sheet. You would think he would just fall down and disappear but after all these years, he never lost hope.

You can see in his eyes, the fire is slowly dying. He can no longer see the future,nor he can live in the present...he can only review the past. Each loss hurts more than the last. First was the pin-prick, now it feels like an impalement for life. The sting hurts the more he walks. You can also see in his eyes, the fire refuses to die. Consciousness fights to maintain his pace, his will backs his aching weakened body, his soul fuels his mind.

Is there someone out there that shares his pain? Is there someone who understands him as an individual? The heart to someone who despite his best always falls short of the best?
How can anyone notice the one who fights back the hardest? Can you see the sweat from head? The bruises he carries? The hollowness in his heart eating his soul, the emptiness filling his being?

His arms grows tired, his mind weary, his body dies, his legs fail, his mouth drops, his voice lost in the winds, his will falters, his eyes clouded. Will you stand by him? Will you arrive to clear his doubt? Will you pull him from six feet under to stand among the living? Will you drag him from defeat and drive hope back into his soul? Will you be the one to help him find his vision, to find his path?
Or

Will you strike him down, ending his eternal torment? Will you be the final stroke that will shatter his will, tear his heart apart, and finally crush his eyes? Will you be the one to bury him in his in-competency, to seal his end with his own actions, unforgiving and un-forgetting?
The story cannot end, the boy still walks. He does not want to see the end, nor does he want to know the end, all he wants is to live his best, giving his best. The world will throw everything at him in years to come, but if the boy wants to live past that, he will need to live past today.
Can you be the candle on his life? Like how someone was a candle to your darkness? Like how someone is the candle for the world? Burn in this boy the meaning to live, to live for others, for the struggle to exist never ends, but to exist for others is to exist nonetheless, so ends the never ending cycle.
Courtesy: Shani

Monday, March 3, 2008

I agree;)

“Every woman is wrong until she cries, and then she is right - instantly.”

Sunday, March 2, 2008

Thought of the Day

"Its Hard to watch people Change right in front of you
But
the Worst part is Remembering who they used to be"

Monday, February 25, 2008

End of Life

I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there..My past includes stupid planz,fantasies,gossipz,naughty talks,larayi jhagra,minnat tarlay,crdt ending,bdayz,going to super,jinnah super,F-8 evry nw n then,shopping,lame excuses,tension,studies,crazy trips,puzzles,doubts,smiles,happiness,crushes,break ups ,copying eachother!!! Takin wierdoo pics ov each other n den deleting dem & somtimes not deleting dem;),eatin in one plate,forgiving eachother,makin funny pics,talking for hours on da fone widout any purpose _

There iz just so much in my past..seemz as if ive spent my whole life already n de life has been ended for me...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Lahor Lahor aye

I landed on this interesting Facebook community titled, “you know you’re from Lahore when”.

-The morning rush hour is from 6am to 12pm. The evening rush hour is from 2pm to 9pm. Saturday’s rush hour starts Friday morning.
-You buy anything and everything from Al-Fatheh
-Your Massi and Driver have taught you fluent punjabi
-Your broke ass next door neighbour just bought a BMW cuz he deals in property
-A really souped up civic from tokyo drift stops next to you and instead of something groovy, the woofers blare out himesh rishamya
-One of your friends is a butt
-The people in your local Gourmet Bakery know you by face
-The first 15 channels on your cable are dedicated to stage shows mujras
-Attended a shaadi that had to have a mujra
-The only solution to boredom is eating out
-All directions start with, “Go down to Main boulevard”
-You think its okay to wait 5 hours in line for Basheer’s Fish in Mazang, cuz dude! he only opens 6 months a year
-You go to Shahjamal every thursday to smoke weed with pappu sain
-Its okay to run a red light if the traffic police dude doesnt have a bike to chase you
-When someone asks you ”bhai yeh fortress kahan hai”, you have an evil grin on your face and send him to johar town
-If your hungry at 3am, you go to CTC in your PJ’s instead of walking to your kitchen
-Your cousins from karachi ask you about food street and your like “yeah i went there back in 2003?
-Your winning argument about how lahore is better than karachi is ‘Lohr lohr aaye’
-You always count the change before you leave shop, beacuse all shop keepers rip you off.
-You always thank the rude shop owner because he actually “let you buy something from his shop”
-You know that its in evitable that you’ll be “chalaned” on mall road.
-Your cousins from america ask you about malls and your like “Yea we have Pace, but i never go there”
-You go to the daewoo more than the airport.

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Beyhisi

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samander...
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